She dared stopping by my house again? "Hey Jamie!"
She said cheerfully. "You haven't called me back!" No guilt or regret
in her expression? Was she mad? There was obviously some kind of guilt before,
so where was it now? She smiled and walked in without letting me say anything.
Maybe Sara was just good at hiding her guilt. "When are you coming back?
I've missed you so much!" She said reaching for a hug making me move aside
and dodge her hug.
"So, did anything happen, while I was gone?" I said giving her a
change. For some reason I still had hope she'd tell the truth.
"Yeah," Thank god, she was going to admit. "Damian's been asking
for you. Can't you believe it, Dami? I think he likes you, maybe you should
watch out for him." She smiled, this was a joke right? My temper was going
to be gone very soon.
"Damian isn't the only one I have to look out for," I said biting my
lower lip.
Her smiled started to fade, "What's that suppose to mean?" Sara said
fiddling with hands.
"Sara, I know what happened, give it up. And for you to come here, not
tell me, act like everything's okay, just doesn't cut." I shook my head
before continuing, "You're supposed to be my friend”
"It didn't mean anything," she said defensively.
"To Aaron," She couldn't even look me in the eyes anymore. "What
happened to Ryan?"
"What about him" I rolled my eyes in disbelieve.
"You liked him, what happened to him?" She didn't answer until before
she turned the door knob, "Jamie, she said opening it, "he's not
going to be what you have." she whispered before completely exiting and
closing the door. And there it was that sorrow I was looking for...
Aaron
"I don't think I'm as mad,
just feeling sort of sorry, I guess," Jamie said through the other
line. "And I don't want to throw away our friendship either."
"Then don't," I said while also writing out a resume for the summer
along with applying for a scholarship.
"But how could I trust her... with you?" she groaned.
"By trusting me. I'll keep my distance as much as
possible. I like you, not her." I said confident.
"You're right, I can trust you. Ugh I'm so not ready for school
tomorrow," she sighed, "I better go; need to hand in four
essays along with study for my three test I have to take... Not getting sleep
tonight. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Bye," She hung up the phone and I continued working quietly.
Jamie
"Why welcome back Ms. Miller," Mr. Tiff welcomed.
Math being my first class and homeroom really sucked.
"Thank you," I said polity. Mr. Tiff never used his full last name
Mr. Tiffany, which I found understandable. His silver hair and wrinkled face
with fating pink color looks like it's been through enough. I took my place by
Sara and smiled, but she couldn't even look at me.
"Hey," I whispered.
"Look I'm sorry..."
I sighed and closed my eyes, "I'm willing to forgive and forget," I
opened my eyes and watched her smile. Feeling better I smiled back. I wasn't
going to lose anybody if I didn't really need to.
The next two weeks were good. I found my ways to catch up pretty quick, if you
ask me. Dad left that Wednesday, Aaron and I attended to that 30 Seconds to
Mars concert, Ariana came back, and summer was here. Sure we had to study for
upcoming finals, but we were pretty excited about summer.
Regardless on what's happened this year couldn't have gotten better.
Regardless on what's happened this year couldn't have gotten better. - Regardless of what happend,
Mr. Tif? lol! That's kinda funny. A man;s last name is Tiffany? Anyway, if I was Jamie I wouldn;t know if i could trust my friend or not after that, but I applaud her for making things right.
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