Ch. 5-8A Chapter by Liz-z
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Ema
Seven going on eight years since he's been gone And no word from him, none None at all, why? James It's been years Time wasted Years And Years Time Wasted Eric I see it She'll never talk about it But I'll away ways see it There's fear in her eyes He was my friend too He was my brother . . . My . . . Only . . . Brother I look at the date, oh no. I hate this day. Ema It's our anniversary I laugh while holding the bottle Laugh, because all the pain is gone. Laugh, because I have somebody who's good to me God, Eric, I love you. Laugh til I cry. Then fix myself up I'm going out... I'm going Out. James Then another Happy. Anniversary. Love. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry Please forgive me. Eric She kisses me on the check Then on the lips I don't ask anymore Where she's headed to She still says she's going out with friends. Just a girls night out. But that's only half right. Ema So I take a sip And another And so on Drink til the end. James Happy. Anniversary. Love I want to say. Once again. 6 Eric She comes back And doesn't speak I know what's going to happen next But I wont fight it. Ema I want to be happy For Eric He deserves so, so much more So I love him. We. Make. Love James I stop to breathe. What am I walking towards It's different... Eric She tasted like booze But what's new? On this day it's always been that way. We wake up in each others arms. Waking with her head in my shoulder And my arms wrapped around her. There's something different though. No tears. I smile and kiss her again. No. Tears. Ema I don't cry as much as I did before And I don't scream at nights Anymore... No more. Four years ago, going on five I learned to move on With Eric Thank you. I Moved On Thank you. Eric. Thank you. 7 James Before finding Ema There's somebody I need to see. I need to see her face again. I wait. Outside. Til the time's right. Oh Mama. I need to see you. I need to. Eric I watched her Sleep I watched her Breathe... And now it's like how it was before. Eric, he will always love me Is a dear to me I do love him. I do love him. He asked me For my hand in marriage, a year or two ago He still waits for an answer I'm glad he understands. He's always loved me. Even when I was with... Him. He tells me that... I blush. I don't deserve such a good man. I don't James She opens the door, and just stands Tears are rolling down her face. Mama then drops the keys "J-Jame-James" she manages to say. I hug her so tight, I needed her now. I'll stay for a while, because she needs me too I'm sorry Ema, I'll be there soon. 8 Eric She asks me something We both know the answer to. "Of course I do, Ema. More than the world itself." I said honestly. Ema "Then lets get married." The words escaped so fast But the words I didn't regret. I gave him a smile I meant what I said I do. © 2010 Liz-z |
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1 Review Added on July 6, 2010 Last Updated on July 7, 2010 AuthorLiz-zAboutI love to write, even though I could use some more practice, constructive criticism perhaps? :) I love music, the end! THE TEN COMMANDMENTS OF GERARD WAY 1.thou shall never let.. more..Writing
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