i was afraid that we were destituteA Poem by Meganwritten during my anthropology class, while i should have been taking notes.“The truth is,” I told him And my eyes felt burning, but They probably just looked calm; Like a winter sea that will never let you See its floor, “I only wanted to watch you from a distance.” So you stepped aside To the edges of my vision, And to you it was love, but To me it was hate, Because I was hate, And you laid yourself down to my bidding.
My mother gathered me in her arms And cried into my ear, saying Something about how young I was, And that I wasn't ready to leave. But she didn't understand What love was; how You have to run after it. You can't let it go. And she'd gotten my ear wet, so I pulled away, Wiping it with my sleeve, And told her goodbye, saying I'd call When I got there. But I wouldn't. And we were 30 miles down the road When I realized I was wearing her jacket, The worn-out denim one She'd had since high school; It was her favorite, but it fit me well. I was surprised she hadn't noticed it When we were saying goodbye, That she didn't ask me to Leave it behind.
The day following the night that you Destroyed the world; That the ridge of your cheekbone rose At a pleasing angle, a gentle swell That's good to watch. So throughout the smashing, wrecking, Swinging, burning, pounding, Obliterating, pulverizing, And killing, if you Stay turned toward me There on your pillow, and I'm on mine, I'll remember that you're beautiful, And I won't stop you. © 2013 Megan |
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