Purify Me

Swimming without water

I am in so much pain right now. 

I feel like I have no idea what is going on with me

and I am still reaching

and trying to find

out what is going on with me.

I have no idea what I want

and sometimes I think

I say that to keep myself off track,

it is working.

I just wish I had some straws

to make this process less awkward

but my hands remain empty.

I am nowhere

and I don’t know what to do about it.

I want to sleep.

I pray for narcolepsy

to justify my feelings.

I remain undiagnosed.

The tears won’t flow

and I am stuck wondering why.

I think the secret is that there are no answers,

and no real questions.

Like throwing a dog off the scent,

I fear I will never smell life again.

Reviews

[Dyrt]

Wow this is weird