dear john

dear john

life has been hard for me and the family

sometimes i feel like there is no one there for me

i need help, i need guidence to see the light

will you please watch over me and help me through the fight

sometimes i feel there is no one here

sometimes i feel that i just dont care

sometimes there are voices in my head that i can clearly hear

is it you talking to me or is it the devils whisper

is it time for me to leave, in my head im going through to much grief

am i just a falling leaf

or am i just a growing tree

im almost there to my point

i dont want to get pushed no more

i dont want to get pushed to far

it feels like life is hitting me to damn hard

my brother is in prison and i dont get to see him

our life is going the same right now or is it just lifes meaning