Haseo-12

Haseo

I’m a terrible cousin. I made my own cousin go to the hospital. I shouldn’t have slapped her. That was the anger towards having a family that I didn’t know about. I shouldn’t have been stupid. I loved Amaya no matter what.

I felt really bad that she stabbed herself. I didn’t mean to make her do that. I was feeling really down. I was wishing that Kite would punch me hard in the stomach. We were sitting in the nurse’s station. They nurses were glaring at me. Of course they knew who I was, but they didn’t know who Kite was. They just smiled at him, but he didn’t smile back. He wasn’t used to it, but the nurses didn’t react. I stuck my middle finger up at them. They just looked away.

“Kite, please do me a favor?”

“What?”

“Please punch me!”

“I can’t punch you! I just can’t bring myself to do it.” Kite said looking down at the ground. I just sighed I knew I was going to get punched by him.

“Please…I hurt her and it’s my fault.” I said looking down. I knew that Kite knew I felt guilty, but he couldn’t bring himself to hit me. I knew that he probably felt just as guilty as I did because he didn’t stop it. I love Amaya. I truly do and I feel bad. I shouldn’t have been so stupid.

The doctor came out finally. He walked up to us because he said that he had gotten information that I was Amaya’s cousin. He asked me to call her brother, but I didn’t know her brother’s number. Well she gave it to me, but I didn’t have it on me. I told the doctor that I would be back. He just nodded and I walked out. I went to my house. I put a knife to my wrist. Endrance tried to stop me.

“Amaya wouldn’t want you to do this. Please don’t. I know you can’t feel it, but I can. It hurts me and I end up hurting you.” Endrance told me. I just shrugged and I didn’t know what to do. I really wanted it to hurt me. I didn’t want to hurt Endrance.

“Can you make it hurt me?” I asked. I wanted to feel the pain. Endrance sighed in my mind…I didn’t think he was going to answer. I ran the knife over my wrist. I could feel it…it felt better, but I knew that I shouldn’t. I knew my cousin wouldn’t want me to do this. I know she loved me, but I didn’t deserve her love.

“She’s your cousin she will always love you. She won’t accept what you are doing. Please stop!”

I didn’t have much to say. I knew that I was going to have to get back to the hospital soon. Amaya’s brother deserves to know what’s going on. I decided to call him myself. “Akito, can you please come to the hospital.”

“Yes, Amaya stabbed herself, didn’t she?” He asked in a low voice. I was shocked he even knew that she did.

“Yes, how did you know?”

“She does it quite often.” He said. He sighed and said he would be there soon. I didn’t think to tell him that it was my fault. I would blame me if I were him. I don’t know. I rushed over to the hospital.

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Shep

Fix the type at the end. I question where you are leading me. It seems I have to wait for you to finish this side of the story. As you can see I keep my promises. Moving on.