Poem for matt…

this is a poem for my ex boyfriend Matt, he died at the age of 19 from suicide.

I sit here remember all the times,

all the times we said we love each other,
all the lies, 
every kiss,
when can I just forget? 
why must this haunt me,
I’m over your death, 
but in many ways I’m not over you and me.
the pain needs to stop, 
the whole in my heart needs to be filled,
i will always remember you matt,
forever and always...