Had Faith Enough For Both Of Us

Around this time, well last year

gave up all hope

and paid the price, in prayer

 

Was told

I had displeased Him

by not believing

not having faith

 

The brunt has been upon my own shoulders

The burden for two, not one

Faith big enough to keep going

Even when dealing with you

hasn't been so fun

 

I actually am willing now

to take the punishment

whatever may be in store

Because I do not think

and no offense

That I can love you anymore.

 

Silent, you are

yet baiting your hook

Needy, you are

but unwilling to give

Lying, you are

and closed to the truth

God, have you made a mistake?

 

I am willing now

to lay it all down

for once and for all, it's true

and let the chips fall where they may

 

you have taken my heart on a very long ride

and no, not the kind you brag about

 

you are weak, and sick

and in need of a doctor

on every level

in every way

 

the last thing you need

is someone to love

what you need now is

to be loved by your Dad.

 

I have tried everything under the sun

and it's gotten to this bleak point

you carry on in your sick patterns

lure in, slap, lure in, backbite

 

Trent, oh excuse me please...

Dale..

Dale the Badass Cowboy...

 

YOU NEED HELP.