Strangers

When two souls who once existed as a whole, are no longer one.

Isn't it sad how someone who once meant the world to you becomes a figment of the past? How you need to learn to live your life without them, for they have left you behind. The way they managed to move on, even though you used to be so close. You go from talking and messaging eachother to barely even speaking. Days turn into weeks, then it turns into months. Meanwhile the history of your conversations sit there. A painful reminder of what used to be, but is no longer. I cannot fathom how easy it was for you to disregard me and my feelings. Did I honestly not mean anything to you? After everything we've been through. The storms we weathered, and how I was there to pick you up each time you faltered. Only for you to take my friendship for granted. I loved you, I was good for you. But you never allowed me the chance to even see if we could have become more. I didn't deserve this, the way you lied to me. Made me feel like I was special, like you cared.

I thought you were my best friend and I was yours. So why couldn't you be more honest? Then again why couldn't I? Would things have turned out differently if I had told you how I felt? Or was this meant to happen the way it did? I hate the what if's, and how I'll never understand where it all went wrong. I wish I didn't hurt the way I do. I just want these feelings to go away. I want to feel nothing when I think of you. You don't deserve to weigh on my mind, or occupy space in my heart. I clearly was never a part of yours. So please let me wash my hands clean of you. Let us pretend we never knew eachother. You live your life, and I'll do the same. From this day on, we will be strangers. Two souls who once crossed paths, but no longer are connected. You go your way and I'll go mine. I will try hard to forget you, since you seem to have forgotton me.

Author's Note

Wrote this in the beginning of the year, just never got around to posting it.