cute girl at the coffee shop

I saw it as a sideways arc

perpendicular to what I found relevant

is half the world

I don't want to jump over the counter

counter to what I really want 

you've made decisions for me

and that's not fair to say

but fairness is planed in the absence of words

which is sort of what this is,

a lack of actually verbalizing it to you

no, meaning contours along that lovely jaw

where words incubate into perfectly timed faces you make

Where I know, and don't have to wonder

When I know it's so hard to mean what we say

we have time to get better at that

half the world 

now means everything to me