It wont make sense if you think about it

I know that I didn't know
what you knew at the time.

I can feel your pain
but I never understand.

I am a way
to go to lose yourself.
Its for your health;
for someone else.

There was dirty snow
slushing in the rain.
Your open hand
would complicate my pain.

Its so simple
when you see the movie twice.
Its alright
you can close your eyes.

I am a dream
eating myself alive.
Are you dead
while sleeping by my side?

Don't allow
yourself to be like me.
Its what I need;
do you feel free?

I'm sorry
If I make you seem
like the boys
and the girls
that are digesting my dreams.

You're not so bad.
I'm just tired of sleeping in.