Quaestio inresoluta

Unanswered questions

Where are those beautiful eyes 

that once looked so inviting 

now all I see 

are empty caloused void pools glaring? 

Where is the love that was my strength

now it only tears me down? 

Were once was long talks 

now only silence. 

There is no comfort in the shelter I would reside in 

what was going to be home, is now empty. 

What do I do 

when the world we were building comes to an end

when there is longer us 

now only me 

when the foundation is found 

to be shifting sand? 

What to do when

you are alone and surronded by friends 

when everything that had joy 

is now replaced by a numb hollowness? 

How do I carry the burden we held together, alone? 

How long will this phantom limb continue to cry out? 

When will I move on? 

Will I rise from the ashes 

that passion has left behind? 

Will trust ever be something that can be mine

to give to another? 

Will whats left of my heart

ever beat again 

for an expected future bright? 

How deep does this valley go? 

Will I be able to walk in loves light? 

Will there ever be an end to the questions

 that keep presenting themselves 

in an absence of reason? 

When will there be enough  tears to weep? 

How long will this isolation be?

Author's Note

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