An Affair to Imagine

everything we want always seems just out of reach

 

it's pathetic how much i care for you. but you will never know it.

i will never be more to you than what i am now.

i would give you the stars, but i'll never tell you.

cause heartbreaks not a matter of "if" but of how.

forever with you, for me, not hard to imagine, and pleasant

it'd be if somehow it'd come true

but alternately i can also envision

what we don't have killing off what we do

so please if i seem growing farther and distant

do not see it in terms of disdain

it's just the effort spent keeping my secret

is causing my heart to spillover with pain