This Life May Be A Lie

A Poem by dtroosh

I have this crazy idea that none of this is real, not you not me or anything, everythings a lie created by the monster called my mind

Wake me up I don't want to be trapped inside my mind
Where the taste of you still lingers, and your smell hangs in the air
I cant remember a time that I was alright,
Theres always something different, something crazy, something wrong inside my mind,
Let me out I'm trapped and I'm falling, I'm falling into an abyss I'm afraid I cant escape,
Even when everything is going right it feels like I'm falling,
Falling falling through the sky, don't let me hit the ground,
A kiss my dear could lift me up, higher than the moon,
A kiss my dear and negativity will retreat, only to return soon
It'll come back soon,
When I stare at stars I dont see dreams I see emptiness,
Like whats left of me when you arent here,
I have this crazy idea that none of this is real,
Not you not me or anything, everythings a lie

Created by the monster called my mind,

In order for me to feel free again,
So wake me up I wanna be fine, I wanna be okay, I want to feel alive,
Overwhelming loneliness can creep up from behind,
To take me down when i least expect it,
Almost every single night,
Wake me up I don't want to be trapped inside my mind,
Where the taste of you still lingers, and your smell hangs in the air,
A kiss from you to make me feel alive again,
Wake me up darling cause im so afraid,
I'm afraid this life may be a lie, created by my mind to set me free,
When I look inside It's clear I'm already dying,
This whole life of ours is lying,
There is no you there is no me there is no us,
We’re just the products of a nightmare gone on too long,
Someone pull the plug,
Trapped in a hospital bed, drowning inside my head,
I finally got to live the life I dreamed about,
You were there and I held you close,
And in the end when the machine sputtered and broke,
I held in my last breath and the sky collapsed,
Darling this life may be a lie