So Hurt

With each sharp pain

I let out a cry

With the wounds you left

I just want to die

No visible wounds though

This I realize

The pain is from my heart

And the emptiness inside

You are gone, you left

You wanted to be free

I tried stopping you

But you didn’t want me

It didn’t matter to you

The feelings I bared

I am still lost and alone

And oh so scared

Realizing my fears

And feeling much pain

Slipping under the covers

For I feel I am to blame

Mad and hating the world

for being so mean

I open my eyes

And realize it was a dream