SeepA Poem by destinywrote this at 2:23 AM, once I started I couldn't stop until it was completed.three weeks of denial growing inside a place that has no room for another heartbeat, i let him seep in between my thighs like a thief he stole the life from my eyes and left me to dry in a heap of shattered bones and tears. sitting on broken shadows and empty bottles of worry and hope maybe he just wasnt that into you say the voices filled with ‘i told you so’s” i have no room to feel sorry for a situation that i allowed myself to be placed into the hands of a man who couldn’t love me the way i loved him no more mention of a family after my panties touched the floor and the flesh of my thighs rubbed up against his back and his lips touched places that were meant to be kept clothed and my breath became shallow under the weight of hollowed souls and empty life.
two months of defeat growing inside a place that is getting hard to ignore i let him crawl. into my bed with promises of happiness and whispers of sweet nothings so entwined in thoughts that i let his actions slip my mind and i fell into a place that is most often defined as love. letting the lines between happiness and satisfaction blur like the edges of the paper that told me i needed someone maybe i should have been more careful but maybe he should have let me blow past him like the wind softly swaying the trees now i sway with the sound of two heartbeats in a steel room full of despair and heartache. they don’t belong in the flourescent light of lost faith.
6 months of new life growing inside a place that seemed too tight to fit the result of playful banter and his empty touch and hollow voice echo in my ears. still etched with the remembrance of fear loneliness calls the only part of my mind that isn’t filled with sweet lullabies of what if’s and not now’s. letting the memories take flight touching the clouds with calloused hands and swollen feet. i pray for the day when my hands are free from the overwhelming defeat this life has been cruel but i have something left to keep me pushing.
10 months of a life that grew inside my abused body filled with the glowing treasure of harmony and symphonies this beauty is new to life but old to me and he is gone in a heap of old letters littered with ashes, booze, and lust. there was never any trust but still i let him seep in between my thighs like a thief stealing away the life in my eyes and placing it gently into my womb.
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