im failing

I am failing 
Most of my classes 
Even my best subjects. 
I am failing 
In life 
Even in finding a jerk of a boyfriend. 
I am failing 
In many things 
I can’t seem 
To do anything right. 
I don’t have tears to cry 
I don’t have energy to fight 
I don’t have want to live 
I don’t have anything to keep me alive. 
I am failing at everything 
And I wish that instead 
I was falling to the ground 
Getting ready to die.