How could he do this to me?

"baby grl ill hold u, you dont gotta hold me 
 treat u right, thats what a pajarito told me" 
  - TL{Tony Loco a.k.a Totally Lustful} 
 
Whatever happened to him treating me right 
Or holding me 
When I imagine him kissing her 
Caressing her 
I am repulsed 
I don’t want him 
To ever hold me again 
I don’t want his kisses 
Cause he doesn’t know what respect is 
The best policy 
Is Honesty 
And I am glad he told me 
But I am wondering 
If he knows what commitment is 
I thought we would make a love legacy 
But I don’t know if I should trust his feelings 
When it only took him 
Seventeen days to cheat on me. 
Seventeen days of not seeing me 
And he decides to commit adultery. 
How am I suppose to become his wife 
And have his kids 
If he doesn’t know what the definition of a promise is? 
 
-LB{Lucky Babe a.k.a Lonesome(B***h)} Now I {know}what a broken{heart} is.