Breaks my Heart

breaks my heart 
Before I even realize 
That it had been restored 
From the last time 
She yelled the words 
That always make me doubt 
Which words rhyme 
With witch 
And hopeless. 
Two words 
that make 
my eyes water 
And wish I had a rock 
To hide under. 
I open my eyes 
And yell that I am 
Ready to die 
And be an angel 
That proctects kids 
From violence even if its 
Phychological damage. 
I’m ready to die and ready to live 
And the old timid little girl 
Has to go 
So that I can become 
The girl that she says I am 
Since the one I truly am 
Isn’t good enough 
For her world.