j listen to this

jay listen to this
i wish you hadnt diss me
the way you did
ok maybe its good that you ended it before our first kiss.
or maybe its bad cause we never going to know what this really was.
should i smile because we are friends or should i cry cause thats all we ever be.
it seems obvious that you dont really know what love is
i thought maybe you would give me a chance to warm your heart
but i guess i wasnt good enough
i know we didnt know each other for long
but i thought that we could get a long for now
until it's to hard for me to take the pain of what could have been.
i know things arent what they seem
but jay i know you are a really a nice guy
even if you are going through this
i'll still be your friend and be there for you
just dont tell me when you get a new girl
cause you would only break my heart all over again
i wanted you to be my song and i could be your poetry
but i guess that will never be