my crimson regret

I'm sorry for how i acted like that before because i was on the verge of exploding in my pants

The last and final strand has but withered away
I fall into this pit of my unwritten future
But as I fall this pit grows deeper
Like an ever deepening trench that holds all but my sanity
This rage it burrows deep in my soul
Never dampening up, always growing stronger with gasoline
Just light the match, I dare you, watch me ignite before your eyes
Or better yet, let me burn subconsciously inside
This brisk change of moods is all for the worst
I fair warn you now, be prepared, call the hearse
I’m ready to die just please take me away
This knife I plunge it deep into my skin
Spilling my blood upon all that I loath
I hate what I feel, but I only feel hate
For hate has overwhelmed and taken over this lake
I feel it inside, bottle burst off with vengeance
Watch me explode and reignite before your eyes
This knife splits my vein, splits my life open
Splits though my everything that keeps me alive
So here I am lying motionless on the floor
I’m sorry to all who loved me, I fear that list wasn’t to long
Let my death be the key that unlocks the door
The door to which I hold MY CRIMSON REGRET
 

Reviews

[Jacqueline]

This is written with some strong emotional urgency! I seriously feel you throughout this piece. It's hard making such a grave choice, having apprehension along the way.