You, life

O' life
you never ceases to surprise me
how could you manage to handle the exact same amount of cruelty as goodness?
I don't seem to follow you, I never did
too bad, or too good?

O' life
how could that sweet sweet tree of yours
give me fruit
and break my heart when the leaves falls?
I can barely understand

O' life
I wish I could only read about you but never live you
you're too beautiful I don't want to be dead
because of you

but I can't