The void

I walk around with a emptiness, a void that never fills up. It follows me around like a dark cloud on a rainy day.

I want to feel complete for once in my life, feel accomplished, feel like I'm living for a reason and that I'm doing something with my life. I fight myself everyday trying to convince myself that I have better things coming and that these dark days won't last forever. When I say I want to feel complete I don't mean by love or by someone else..when I say complete I mean by myself, by doing right, by living my life and working and finally having something to call my own and something I can finally say "I did that, I earned that, and I will continue to do that." But, lately I can barley get out of bed, I'm letting this empty void fill up with depression but not anymore. I'm forcing myself to get up and get s**t done and make myself happy sooner or later I'll get what I've been searching for....to fill a void with happiness<3

Reviews

[Relic]

~ I can relate to your struggle as I know there are plenty of others that can too. But I have to tell you, I almost didn't review this because of the cursing. That kind of thing can take something inspirational and throw it right out the window. If you're going to use it, It has to fit emotionally. Here, it sounds like its throw in. Just saying. ~