Wanting You To Know Me

How do you explain how broken you are?
How do you explain how used you are?
I cant tell you everything you want to see
I am not the answer to all the questions

I Dont know me
I cant explain why i've done the things i've done
Why i've done them again and again
I dont want you know that me

I want to be the me thats with you
So naive so tainted so undestructibly unknown and unwanted

Im the dark cloud that rains on your picnic
Im the light when your eyes haze over
Im the confusion that clouds ur head
with undesicive and fumbled actions

I Dont know me
I cant explain why i've done the things i've done
Why i've done them again and again
I dont want you know that me

I want to be the me thats with you
So naive so tainted so undestructibly unknown and unwanted

I am scared to let you know who i am