doxylamine

poem written on 6/1/2021

They keep telling us to wake up - I keep saying I need my sleep

The longer that I stay up - more that pain keeps burrowing deep

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On this Unsleeping Earth our placement

is ever burning torment and abasement

and we have become so complacent

that we eat s**t and say we taste mint

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some say it's a simulation - then it must be Incomplete

barren planets and Unpainted empty spaces so replete

to be left Unconstructed isn't worthy of the glorious elite

did god experience executive dysfunction and defeat?

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big bang? --  Interrupted mid-coitus

he shouldn't have left us, he should have destroyed us.

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I mean he's already slowly acting out an antfarm holocaust

But it just keeps regenerating and going, so all is hope lost

This sordid nightmare realm has a celestial dictator at the helm

with no clean escape from this ghoulish lubricious hellscape

with his horrid minions acting out mental pernicious jail rape

Most minds are lazy and they call us crazy, because we find it odd we live in a land ruled by the Marquis de Sade.

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We are wide awake and it seems a dream we can't break from

  If we are lucky, we can sleep back to what true reality may come

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Hallucinations congeal for so long they register as real

Melatonin & Benadryl won't forever take away the feel

The succor of succinate is only so great

but the pain on our plate, placed by this fate

cannot it ameliorate being awake for this late

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See that look on their faces?

It's destroying my soul on a daily basis

These shadow people must be demons

though they call them my fellow human beings

just god's worthless spilled semen

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everything is so perfectly awful

for a god to not exist that hates us all

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So it seems to me: the handgun is the best sleep med OTC

so would it be so bad for a dose to the head in hopes to set thee free?

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Are we all to blame for this unenjoyable game?

all are one - ! - we are god inside

Decide on Deicide - put the pill to the side

of my head - a more efficient genocide.

Maybe this whole world will have died

Author's Note

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