"Lost"

It's what I want, when what I need,

Falls short.

Love torn apart.

Crooked smiles and false charades,

Frozen in place,

Until the rain washes them away.

And the lie that was me,

Swirling with doubt and fury,

Leaves unveiled

This beautiful,

Melancholy

Soul.

Lost in the chaotic journey.

Wanting what I'll never have.

Because what I want...

Doesn't exist.