"Off the Radar"

I let my fingers linger yours
Just a few seconds longer
And this emotion overwhelms
And you just feed the hunger

Without seeing, believing,
Let it wash out your system
And I'll hide and subside
Til these feelings are gone

But they'll never really leave
They'll just lurk in the shadows
And when you're out loving her
All those hopes will be hallowed

And I say that I care and want you to find your ever after
But below that is wanting
To be the other in that chapter