Choked

Just wrote what was on my heart, and this is what came out.

So many words unspoken.

Too many thoughts unshared.

I cannot open up.

This heart is unprepared.

 

I hate what you desire.

I love what is not lost.

You're sinking ever deeper.

You do not count the cost.

 

The future's so unclear.

I am so insecure.

I cannot lose you now,

of that I can be sure.