opening up

I crawl through this door of shame

Unable to escape

Did he notice my  hesitation 

My desperation for him 

I’m unable to tell him

I need him

I’m so confused

I feel hollow

He’s my poultice to my heart

But I won’t let him in

I feel ruthless toward him

He opens up to me

Letting me know him 

But I seclude myself

I can’t seem to let him know me completely

Am I being unfair?

Am I being superficial?

I feel like I’m unintelligible 

I need to stop being timorous 

I need to show him

Who I am

This tribulation is going to stop

I’m going to clime out of this trench

And try to let him see

Everything that I can am

And so much more

Reviews

[Decaf]

Your doing great