Im trapped

I felt alone that day in class. Secluded from the others.

Sitting here in this room full of people. In a desk, trapped within my own thoughts. A million different things race through my mind. A cycle that keeps going around and around and back again. Mixing every word up, jumbling things together, and cutting things off making it ever more difficult to understand myself. Im trapped in a whirlpool, in a tornado of undefinable thoughts. Even just writing this all cuts through my thoughts with little tiny blades. Im caught up in a danger zone. In a mental meltdown that would put the very brinks of hell to shame. Although thats nothing to be proud of, its the only reasonable thing I could add on. Sucked into a vortex and shot out into the unknown of my own senses. Trapped like a dog cornered by the dog catcher.Emotions, explainations, memories, words, sights, sounds, and so much more. My head is in a traffic jam due to a pile up. Im trapped. Im lost.