That Old Feeling

I was writing in my writing journal again. Enjoy.

Feeling that kind of feel.

A sad, depressing, happy, and exciting feeling.

It lingers over me like a storm cloud with bolts of lightning, while the sun is shining.

Sort of pressure in my chest.

Although its weighing me down I feel like I will just fall through the Earth and land in a bed of soft chocolate.

Scared and excited this sort of feeling.

Feels like I'll be stabbed in the back, but a nurse with wings like an angel helps me heal.

Like breaking down a wall and building a new... better one.

Sort of feels like hate.

Wait....

I know this feeling...

then I realize...

This.. is love.