this is all ther eis to say "I think i'm done wallowing"

...my past is done haunting me

 stare at it though its protective covering,

You can no long guilt me you know.

You don’t control my life.

You are my past and nothing more

There is no place for you in my future.

You know…

I meant to burn you

Turn you to ash and rid me of you

But I never got around to it.

It’s a good way to start a new year don’t you think?

To purge my soul of the pain and guilt that has built up,

But burning the only thing of you I posses.

You put me through hell

And now I think its your turn

Only difference was that as I burned I healed

And as you burn, you will simply turn to ash and fall away.

Hey look, the sky isn’t so gray now

There’s a beautiful clear blue mixed with it.

Maybe there is a life after hell.

A/N: The sky actually did clear up, I had been looking out the window between writings and a first it was cloudy and windy and just really, really cold looking and after I wrote this I happened to glance out at it was clearing up and had blue happy colors in the sky, it was a funny coincidence. A bit later it clouded up again but oh well.