Germany - 19/08/20

I have no hide;

raw and childlike;

an infant with no skin on

Savlon body, smeared

through blood and sinew,

antiseptic

only tears and re-tears the tissue

Weird girl made woman;

made numb - help !

I'm burning, boiling over;

I'm too young -

arrested, anaemic

and bleeding constantly

I can't bear to be sexy, nor ugly

G-d !

or someone ...

Teach me to turn myself into something worth saving

Hineni, Hineni

There's a scar on my leg where I cut myself shaving