Homeless

"Home is where the heart is", my heart was with you, and now you're gone, so I'm homeless without you.

You were different from all the other guys who had come before you

Your words were soft, and your touch was smooth

I couldn't wrap my head around why you wanted me

You were perfect, and I was a mess

I'd been hurt so many times,

I'd built up so many walls,

But somehow you were able to convince me to let them down

You never pushed me to do things I wasn't ready for

You never went too fast, you let us take things slow

Quickly your kisses became the melody of our lovesong

And when I told you I loved you, you told me you loved me too, and I knew you meant it, with ever fiber of your being

As we laid together, and I listened to your heartbeat, I realized that you were my home

But like all good things do, it came to an end

Maybe it was I talked to much, when you liked quiet

Or maybe it was my inability to trust you with girls, because I'd been burned so many times in the past

Maybe you got sick of the pointless fights I'd start, even though they were only because I cared so much

Or maybe it was that you finally realized you were better then me

You were a diamond, and I was just a piece of coal

But you left me just like all the others

You broke all the promises you made me

You turned into all the others who had come before you

You left me. You were my home. And now I'm homeless

And I'll never be okay again.