it's aboout a me questioning if I should take the risk of falling for this guy
trying to keep my heart in my chest I know what my sister said and I know what Nick said I know they mean the best for me and I love them both for trying to keep me safe and happy but if only they knew how much it happier I am because of him I know I can show him my scars I know I can show him my heart but what if it's not meant to be what if I hurt him screw it if I get hurt I know I can take it but can he please tell me is it worth the risk
It's usually not in the younger years, but as you age, you learn that some mistakes you don't regret because they add strength and wisdom. Hurting emotionally is a risk worth taking, hurting physically is not the majority of the time.
You could take a leap and trust this person with your everything.
You could also lose everything taking that leap.
At the end of the day the choice is yours, but it has always been said that wisdom comes with age. Listening to your cousin and Nick might save you nights when you wonder if that person is really worth it. And if you lose him, despite the fact that he was good for you, then understand that God doesn't make just one person for another. You might find someone even better, or exactly like him, one day. It's not as if you only get one chance with someone meant for you. There are many people out there that will heal you like him.
It's usually not in the younger years, but as you age, you learn that some mistakes you don't regret because they add strength and wisdom. Hurting emotionally is a risk worth taking, hurting physically is not the majority of the time.