Just another love poem

discovering you

Time and time again 

i go to sleep wishing for something more 

i wake up, wishing for something more

life is great, but i paint it mundane 

trying to find something that will 

elevate me from my state 

when you're willing to sacrifice 

the unknown future for temporary satisfaction

just to wake up being held in your arms 

to go to sleep in your arms 

because doubt hideously fills my mind

let's go on a wild adventure 

and discover each other

in the middle of nature

that's all i want with you. 

i want you, i want to lose myself in you.

today i woke up and realised how 

dysfunctional that makes me look

that my life has all the colours it needs 

that maybe in trying to desperately belong somewhere 

i've forgotten the fact that i don't belong 

i create. I forge new paths. i am a creator. i never did belong. 

all i needed was a new perspective.

because my life is full and happy.

maybe i am trying to convince myself to live in a certain reality, 

but maybe, a different perspective everyday

would make me too tired, that i enjoy sleep. 

and so excited, i awake the next morning in top speed. 

in love of my one true lord, 

yours sincerely, 

lakshmi yuvaraj