Chasing the thrill

Always been level headed

goal oriented, far sighted. 

Sitting here planning and working 

for a better future with more 

planning and working 

A crowd with no jealousy or competition 

i've lost my self motivation 

nothing is driving me to succeed 

when there is no thrill, no one to beat 

Suddenly a thought, to walk away 

into the unknown, off the beaten track 

exhilarated by an idea of an adventure 

or maybe just attracted to danger 

Mama told me, the fire will burn, don't be a victim

but i always liked to played with the tip of the flame 

Papa said do the right thing and i feel like getting inked 

addicted to the substance that increases the dopamine 

drinking that thing, makes me dizzy and grin

One day i woke up, to the sunlight so bright 

A ray from the window that pierced straight through my heart

with it's purity, and questioned the limits of my curiosity

reminding me of my responsibility, to the mission i swore to complete 

Off i went to the tracks i strayed from 

Amused that i was no longer forlorn 

a new sense of purpose replaced 

a part of my heart that only found solace 

when in a daze 

Sometimes, Chasing the thrill

makes me realise  

that the world needs some necessary evil 

It all worked out to fulfil the grand plan 

that fate had in store for you

at the end of your track.