My Life

This is my chaotic life in all it glory. This is but a fraction of what resides within me. Some unconscious thoughts to see and experience for yourself. And something to see of me.

My life,

my despair,

for I no longer care,

of what happens to me.

 

This life,

this empty life,

once full of promise,

now full of despair.

 

Chaos and apathy,

reigns supreme,

in the world that lies before me,

and of what I dream.

 

No desire to help,

no reason to live,

for my house lies,

with the trash of a lifetime of sadness.

 

I look upon an uncaring world,

full of hate and madness,

for anything that does not conform,

to the rules and ways.

 

I lash out at the world in anger,

hoping to clear away the rage,

that lies within this endless age,

of senseless  violence and pain.

 

At all the indifference,

and all of those preying,

on the innocent  who need the help,

to keep them safe for another day.

 

And to inform those,

who do not know,

what lies below,

the pain and anguish of untold souls.

 

Must I rage upon an unseen foe,

to strike him down with a mighty blow,

for that I do not know,

for must I pay the unknown toll.

 

Rage on in all matters of life,

and what is important in it,

to win the battle for my soul,

I must win to make me whole.

 

For life is a battle,

from the beginning to the end.

but it does not have to be,

and task of darkness and fury.

 

But one of joy and happiness too,

to restore the balance,

to the cycle of life,

and to end all the strife.