Sucide Note

The Blood I shed meant nothing at all.
Just waiting for my turn, My time to fall
I hold it in my hand, Shaking,Trembling,
staring at the rubber band.
pulling my eyes off of it
i stare at my arm.
i say to myself Self-Harm.
Everyone says what the hell is wrong with you.
They can't see the s**t they've put me through.
Trying to make my thoughts go away.  
They won't miss me, not today.
I slowly place it on my wrist.
My face burning, my eyes a cloudy mist.  
A single tear falls, slowly from my face.
thinking again, my thoughts pace.
I stop and look at blood on the floor.
It falls faster, faster, more and more.
I place an old cloth on my sliced wrist.
I lay back on my bed clenching my fist.
I close my eyes and think of sweet dreams.
Maybe tomorrow will be nothing as it seems.
Everyone will like or love me for who I am.
Or maybe they will look at me and won't give a damn.

Author's Note

What kind of people do you think this talks to?
Why does this person turn to self mutilation instead of talking with some one, from the information given?

Reviews

[Crazy Cat Man]

brutal

[joanofbooke]

ive been in this position myself and know the emotion you are putting forward even now im alot better than i was but i still turn to self mutilation when things become to much to bare. i have solved a lot of my issues but i was abused as a child and have a very hard time showing my emotions so i cant relly talk to people.

[M O R P H I N E]

This talks to a depressed person...in fact, a person that actually suffers from depression. For some people, talking just isn't as easy or sometimes people don't understand. So why bother talking? Maybe this person harms themselves just to feel alive...I like this write.

[Cherrie Palmer]

Sometimes it is easier to take from yourself than to share with another. Great job