Forever Lonely, Forever Without Love

I don't tend to feel sorry for my self I just question why I have to be so alone.

She vanished into time, out of my memory.
Like the moment never happened when
she came to the door, my door
I do not look over there anymore.   
Plans were never made like the
place that I could not see her was a shame.
Alone.
At the bottom of the ocean is where the pressure
crumples the strongest metal.
At the bottom of loneliness is where the time
with out her. My anger still, to this day can still be controlled
her hand I never did hold. Alone
Pour it all, pour it all over me, the water
but never the soft skin, for a reason I do not know
is forbidden, I am smitten I and not given
the personality of the men whom flirt along the streets
the babes big fashionable shades glisten
never seen by my darkest eyes, after every moment I
count the questions why, perhaps they can't see me
Forever Lonely Forever, Forever Without Love