The Benevolent Selfish

True shared honest story

          I can be in a relationship with 1, 2, or more man at the same time. My reasons of justification were, I am afraid of getting hurt, stuck down with sadness while others are happy and enjoy the feeling of being loved. These mistakes were done not just once but many times. I admit it was intentionally done and in the very first place I already anticipate the outcome of this egotistical deed - hurt somebody’s feeling. So stupid isn’t it?

          Well, you know I just couldn’t help it. I love myself that I could not afford seeing myself being hurt and got hurt and I can’t afford to see myself crying, depressed and unhappy. So painful :-(

          People come and go, time will come these people will leave me alone, but I still believe in good thing takes place despite of this stupid and silly deed. Please don’t judge and criticize, human being here commit mistakes and blunders.  

******Courtesy to Quennie G. my beautiful friend, for sharing to me her story and allow me to write and published.