We are sleep deprived,
alive, in love with 1s and 0s
and each other? Hardly at all.
We are default lovers; he longed
for my ex and it showed in the
attempts but I succumb to
the wrong one I’m not done with
my punishment though I’ve
learned my lesson but shudder at
new beginnings am stuck on
process over outcome flatline
future cuz it never mattered
more than the present. We are
cyclical like infinite brats drunk
on future and past. Let’s end
the world with protection
and f*****g not war, zap enemies
with our breath and spirit to lift
us inches higher. Meet us in eternal
want. We are already here can’t
trust the fear today or any day
with safety. Heart is payback
and vast.