Never going home

There is no going back now to that hell hole of a home.
Slap me around scream for nothing for personal joy.
This is not how to make someone a man.
Lay on the phrase, where your trapped in a endless maze.
Ive come so far to find some hope I don't think I am ever going home.
Blame me for everything thats happening again.
I'm sorry for being born, I'm sorry to be the huge mistake.
You went beyond and lost it all but why do you blame me?
I didn't ask for a life like this you should have made me an abortion.
You probably knew you wouldn't be able to live with the guilt so thrust it onto me.
I have already lost my mind it is not meant to be a find.
I'm already dreaming of screaming to this abusive behavior.
I'm never going home just to be a replica masterpiece of your artistic horrors.