Atrophy

written 8-13-08

head paralyzed, looking down
feet frozen to the ground.
unmoving, undeciding, unyielding pain
feeling so weak, feeling so senseless
does it ever end? does it ever let up?
this constant sensation, a feeling, a rush.
undenable, uncomfortable, unsatifying buzz
make me at ease, keep me alive
make me stand whole again please...