Jealousy Battle

written 7-13-08

the jealousy only grows

the temptation's always there
the never-ending pain you caused still lingers
cutting its sharp presense into my life
it keeps me back; i can't move on.
will it ever die or do i go first?
i don't want to know the ending if it's not with you
the seperation is too much,
just something more i can't take
and just too hard to live this reality
that i wish was fake.