Losing the life i knew

Something's done and through

and yet I still think of you

ingrained in my time

part of my family life

I grave you up,

no that's wrong

I threw you out

and let you down

There's no forgiveness

no hope of any change

I can't pretend I'm not ashamed

You were there for me

When I wanted you

Now you're alone

and I'm so sorry for that

Now it's all laid to rest

remember how much we had

I loved us at our best

and cared when it was bad

Change isn't always right

It's started already

I'm too scared to fight.

I'll hold our memories

close to my chest

because I'm afraid

that I might forget.

That soft face

warm smile

brown eyes

forever on my mind.

Reviews

[Glen Yumang Manese]

You make the reader feel the lines of this write as one reads this verse...seems to be a personal reflection in the whole mess of things...just the way you wrote the events...