What Has Transpired

April 17: Jealousy, oh jealousy
An invisible robber

April 17 6:01pm: Im blushing again
My blood shouldn't rush to such conclusions

April 30 9:30pm: A rose by any other name
Is still unnamed

May 5 5:31pm: His eyes were grey-blue today
I couldn't help but look
(He knows)

May 7 2015: I wish I felt wanted
Was I ever?
I cannot know

May 11 11:31am: Oceans within me spill out. It cannot be stopped.
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April 19 5:45pm: Cant process what I'm hearing
But it changes everything
Again

May 10 10:51am: Sickness is a sin to family that loves you.

May 12 9:27pm: He knows what I need to improve upon
It hurts
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May 6 7:27pm: I love you, but not like that.
I don't, but I could.

April 21st 9:52pm: Enigma wrapped in a mystery
Friend of my friend is too far away
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April 22nd 9:07pm: I don't mind that I'm a disaster
Really I don't
Oh well. There's That

April 27 4:47pm: Instability is the main factor of my motivation and pride
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April 20th 10:00pm: Sleep is too weak for my purposes
It cant hold me

May 1 9:50pm: Mildly concerned for friends
Having more fun than I do

May 2 11:16pm: Wow i m tired man its so late.
wow i wanna be high.
like right now.
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April 23rd 9:33pm: I am beauty and grace.
I perform for me alone.
I am pretty.

April 24th 9:45pm: Adrenaline rush as flames burst
Wow! I did it!

April 25th 3:36pm: It's starting again
And I will be better than before
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May 13 8:51pm: Better. It's better in a way I never thought. Good.

May 17 5:56pm: Orange fills my core
Am I happy now? Am I?

May 23 10:32am: Things I thought were real are not
Tarnishes on my soul
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May 16 3:03pm: My head is aching because I can't get any pressure out. Ideas!
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April 28 9:14pm: I feel cleaner now that I showered in anger.
Let the games begin.
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Forgive don't forget
Only greed breeds regrets
Make love
May 8 9:33pm

Love only conquers what it must to survive.
May 14 8:56pm

To die one must expel all love they had for life.
May 15 7:52pm
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May 4 9:55pm: Sometimes, sometimes, it looks just like this.

Author's Note

If you read my blog post a while ago, this is the project I started on in April, using short bursts of writing to create poetry. Here is the result!

Reviews

[usman]

what a nice poem,..i really like the layout

keep it up ma am

[Emily]

Thank you Usman!

[R Smith]

a very creative write Emily, i like this layout and your thoughts on each occasion hold my interest very well, good work :)

[Emily]

Thank you Richard!

[AaronFreitas]

I really like it Emily... I like the way you time lined all these feelings... it's a very creative piece. Loved it :)

[Emily]

Thank you so much Aaron! Means a lot to me.