Dear God

Dear God, Here I am down below, waiting for you to talk to me, wondering if you hate me Dear Most Holy God, I'm in pain, but you don't seem to care I'm aching and longing for something more, but it seems as if you have better things to do you watch me every day as i throw away my life and wanting to die I wait for some kind of miracle, but to you i'm just another sinner OH Dear father God! I dont want to come to back, but you can;t tell if i do or don't you're to busy ignoring me I ache and you watch me suffer ( YOU LAUGH AT MY PAIN!) but you don't want anything to do me I cry myself to sleep, wondering why this so-called loving GOD has forsaken me I'm slipping away into the world and all you do is watch from on high I'm aching and hurting I"m mad and hating the world I'm pissed off and fading away from your "protective" arms but to you i'm just another one of your "children" all i can do is wait and watch myself waste away, waiting for this "undying" love and "internal" life you promised but all i'm getting from you is a cold shoulder