they are not just called 'crush' they can crush you for real

Chapter 1

Wrapping a towel around my body I quickly got out of
my bathroom and sat on the edge of my queen sized
bed.I opened my laptop,logged in on facebook and
started stalking him.Yes I said it and I would say it
again Stalking him. What? Don't act like you aint
stalking nobody.This was slowly turning into a
habit.He's even my wallpaper but only when I sleep
and change it in the morning since I haven't told my
best friend about it

Don't judge,I know most of you have your crush as
your wallpapers.Sadly they don't even know you exist
..But don't be sad,You are not alone in this..
Welcome to my world.And he's online,Damn! His
timeline has nothing new,his last post was on
saturday.Is he chatting with someone? If so,who??
Could it be a girl?? The thought of it just irritated
the living s**t out of me.I slammed shut my laptop
and decided on getting dressed before I was late for
school

I put on my clothes which consisted of a black ripped
skinny jean,a black t-shirt written 'Turn down for
what?' In white and my favorite black chuck.I sat
down on a chair next to my mirror to add some make-
up.It was nothing much though,a little touch of
mascara and an eyeliner. I brushed my black long hair
and let it fall on my back.I then took my car key,my
phone and my backpack and jogged down the
stairs..Nice aroma of cheese and onion toasted bread
greeted my nose as I get in the kitchen."Hmmm,s
mells delicious" i picked up a slice of toast and bit
into it "Good morning to you too" My mom said shaking

her head at me."Ohh,hey mom I'll see you later" I
kissed her on a cheek and rushed to the door.."Bye
sweetie,enjoy your day".I walked out of the door then
towards my babe(black Range rover sport). I put my
bag on the passenger sit and drove to school.
15 minutes later I was walking to my locker to take
books that I'm going to need before lunch.I almost
fainted when someone's hands covered my eyes.Some
people should really go buy some toys than toying with
other people's feelings.After a long heavy. breath I
took,my nose came in contact with a familiar scent "
Jeez Liz,wanna give me a f*****g heart attach?"She
left my eyes and burst out laughing "Ohh God,I-I Oh
my gosh,could have seen your face" She managed to
say in between laughs.People passing by us just gave
us confused looks.I shook my head at my best friend
and rolled my eyes "you are going to pay for that" By
then her laughter was dying out."Yeah
right,Whatever!..But I've been missing you,you know"
I won't lie,I missed her too but she doesn't have to
know that right?.. "Come on Liz,you see me almost
everyday.I also need a break,you know."Her pout was
dropped into a sad face"You are kidding right?"You
know that moment when you try scaring someone by
that serious stare? Yeah that was Liz right now,you'd
swore I was going to get murdered." Well,I see you
monday to friday,sometimes even on weekends and we
talk almost everyday on a phone.Man that is
torture."She raised an eyebrow at me"You're
rude.You know that right?"I rolled my eyes "Come on
Liz, we gonna be late for class."You know what joy is?
Joy is having your best friend in all your classes.Now
that's real Joy.
She reached out for my hand and we walked to class
hand in hand.Liz was my best friend since pre-
school.One day I tripped and fell.Other kids started
pointing at me and laughing but this sweet little girl
with a pink dress and braided blond hair came to me
and helped me up.She helped me brush off dust on my
pants and since that day ladies and gentlemen we
became inseparable.She is a sister that I never had
and I'd never do anything to jeopardize our
friendship.man,I Love my bestfriend.Do you love
yours? But I bet mine is cuter than yours."I ran into
Blake on saturday"I chocked on my own saliva just by
hearing her say that."Ohh" was all I could say as I
took a sit next to her on he right and took out my
books. The entrance of my teacher into the class
came to my rescue.I let out a heavy sigh as i sat
comfortably in my chair.
S**t! Liz might have seen that something was
bothering me."You ohk?"She looked concerned "Of
course I am Liz,why are you asking?"I forced a smile
but I know it didn't work because she was still giving
me the same look."Well,the teacher is here,let's talk
about your 'running into Blake' thing later ohk?" She
shifted her eyes to the board then back at me "Ohk"
Liz mentioned her crush on Blake last week friday.Do
you think she's into him that much? I hope not.Why
Blake out of all the people? Why him? Damn! I smell
trouble."Miss Samuels" My thought got interrupted by
Mrs Miller who just screamed my name.It then hit
me ' I zoned out'S**t!. "Am I boring you?" Not now
please"Um.N..no mam"Liz gave me the same concerned
look"Well,you better concentrate or leave my class if
what I'm teaching is nonsense to you." Really now? "
I'm sorry mam"She gave me one last look" Good,now
class,let's continue"She turned to the board and I
rolled my eyes.I caught Liz staring at me with shock
written all over her face " I'm ohk Liz,snap out of it"
I whispered to her,didn't want another trouble with
Mrs Miller. Believe you me,that teacher can kick
some a*s eh.