Suffer

One of four.

I can't remember the weight I carry with me.
Weightless, it is, as an ego subsumed into being.
I can't forget the weight I carry with me.
Overburdened, it is, as an awareness free of being.

Always it is with me.
Forget how to feel.
Never shall I be free.
Remember not to feel.

Carry on, with life, as your light fades away.
A life of light is never worth living.
Give up, without death, as your darkness grows.
A death of darkness is never worth dying.